Lunar Twilight’s Blog

its been a month, since i last wrote my blog…as so it says so in my profile…

I’ve been sick with illness, and wasn’t able to get out of bed, and then my com was sent to the shop to b fixed, only to return about 3 weeks later. It just return today, but now,i’m typing on my friend’s com…

During my sickness period, i had to stay in bed for a week. I didn’t eat anything, and i didn’t want to eat anything. I refuse to take medication, only to know that i’ll probably vomit it out of my mouth and will feel like crying later on…But through the support i recieved from my family, friends and a someone… i got better.

Things got brighter after the week i was sick in bed…

I went to Melaka for a trip, with my mom…though i was force by several ppl to bring back that canon from the fort haha….*eyeing them* ah well…. it was fun while it lasted, now i’m just at home studying (yes, studying, my books), but, i know i’ll never forget my time there, and i hope to go back there soon (coz like…i haven’t even finish sight seeing =_=)

Christmas is just around the corner too…..i love that holiday…

P.S: Wishing all SPM candidates good luck!!! MAy GOD BLeSS!!

WHen i was 6 years old, i havent learned how to read the bible yet, nor did i know how to turn to the pages of John chapter 3 verse 16 yet…

Though on that age, my grandmother bought me a bible from our church library. She bought one for me and for my cousin. Not long in church, i learned how to turn the pages of the Holy Bible. I kept my Bible and even though my house had extra bibles, i just had to use mines, my only bible which i treasured. Without it one day in church, i would fell dissapointed.

But as i got older, and when i started to stray away from God at times, i was reminded by my Bible to read it. Though i did started reading the book of Genesis in one of my elementary school days, i didn’t finish it…

But i’m glad to have made a wonderful friend, whom i cherish and she was the one wh opened my view to someting wider and brighter, and because of her, i changed in my faith.

Even though, i’m not as spiritually strong as she is, but i am growing. I still have the bible with me, and i have started to seek help from it. It has helped me understand a lot.

I thank the LORD for giving me a wonderful grandparent and friend and a great book for me to provide help for me. I shall cherish these gifts with me…

Thank you soo much…

Btw, i still have that bible with me, and its already 8 years old….I hope to keep it for the rest of my life

Why is the sky so blue when its a fine day?

Why is the sky so sad when it starts to rain?

Why doesn’t the sunshine come out to play?

Why do raindrops look like the tears of pain?

Everything in life seems so crazy and imperfect with a touch of sad blue

We have memories of the sad, the happy, the painful and the fun too

As they say in those famous quotes

Which is meaningful lots and loads

“Everyone wants to be happy, no one wants to be in pain

But how can there be a rainbow with sunshine and no rain?”

But then remember the sign on that the rainbow gives

Its the GRACE of GOD we recieve

One day…i had this insparation….To make a song. I took up my note pad, my pencil and my guitar. Strumming the strings of my guitar, while i think of a melody in my mind.

When i started to go to school after the summer holidays, everything got hectic and i was busy… I forgotten about my half finished song…

When i found some free time after weeks of projects and homework, i forgot the melody i composed for my song…I was frustrated, sad and lost….

I tore the page where i wrote my song on and cried silently when i saw the light outside my bedroom window…

It was the usual evening sunset, nothing special, not that it could cure my sadness..but it looked different to me…It somehow looked….so wonderful. It made my heart cry, and my tears started to roll down my cheeks…

I wasn’t crying out of sadness

I cried out of joy

Only then did i remember the GOD who created the heavens and the earth, He loved me, even though i was incompleted, just like my song…

I wiped my tears away and started composing a new song, FOR THE LORD…

Its that time of the year where students come face to face with paper and lots of questions we may end up answering with stress, without stress at all, or with both…

I, am human, i face exams with stress and worry, worrying i didn’t study enough + worry about failing+ worry about my mind being blank when i look at the paper = lots of problems…

Though if any of u have been to the STRESS SURVIVORS camp =) well…. HAVE FAITH IN GOD PPL =D…. Of coz, u gotta study as well….and GOD with make u TEN TIMES BETTER!!!!!! (ppl who been to the camp probably know what i’m talking about ^^)

Worrying too much can probably make u fail even worst…so don’t worry, study smart & Pray….it works =) if u use it the right way of coz ^^

I Am an addict to a few things and well, i’ll most probably be filling this no future, dead, non updated, non existent  blog =D But basically most of my addictions have a connection to a subject, which would be

Art

*grins*

I like anime, have been addicted since i was a young little girl =D…..ah….watching samurai X…..erm…ok continuing on, i love music..oh yeah.

Book reading is also an addiction to me, but i also tend to read books i find interesting. ANd i have a strange addiction to the sea…i love looking at the sea…can u ppl not see thats why i named this blog AQUAmarina???!!!! and i love looking at the sky *points to my name* and i have a realy strange addiction to paper =D paper related things too…like boxes

hehe

HEY!! This would b my first blog, though i do have a live journal =D but still i’m not entirely updated in LJ, y is that? coz i have nothing to update,  though u could all visit it. Tell me n i’ll give u the link =D

Thanks for readin’ this n welcome to my blog– AQuaMAriNA